I never fell out of love with Jesus, but I didn’t fear God

Wolf Paul, 2025-05-29

During the 1980s, Jim Bakker was a prominent evangelist with a hugely successful television ministry. However, in 1990, he was arrested, tried, and convicted of defrauding his ministry’s supporters of approximately $158 million. In 1993, he was sentenced to 45 years in prison, a sentence that was later reduced to eight years on appeal. He ultimately served five years before being released.

While in prison, during his first year, Bakker read The Awe of God by John Bevere and requested a visit from the author. During that visit, as John later recounted, he asked Jim when, during his successful ministry career, he had gone wrong—when he had fallen out of love with Jesus.

Jim’s reply struck me deeply:

“John, I never fell out of love with Jesus. I loved Him all the way through it. But I didn’t fear God.”

He went on to say that many Christians are like he was—people who love Jesus but do not fear God.

I’m afraid he’s right. Many of them, like him, are successful and prominent in Christian ministry. That is the only explanation I have found for a phenomenon that has long puzzled me.

I regularly read The Roys Report, a newsletter dedicated to transparency and integrity within the evangelical church. Nearly every week, it reports on pastors and other high-profile Christian leaders who fall spectacularly—often at the peak of their careers—due to sin that had persisted for years. I have no trouble understanding how Christians can fall into sin (I only have to look at myself) but I find it difficult to understand how such men could stand in the pulpit week after week, preaching God’s Word or presiding at the Lord’s Table. Personally, I would not dare to live such a double life, I would be afraid God would strike me down. In fact, it is precisely the  awareness of my own sinfulness that has always led me to decline invitations to preach. Jim Bakker’s confession—“I never fell out of love with Jesus, but I didn’t fear God”—is the only reason I can conceive of for how these fallen leaders could continue ministering, even successfully, while living in duplicity.

Another dimension of this troubling pattern is the question of how such leaders can continue to be successful despite the hidden sin in their lives. I found a possible answer in Ezekiel 44:

“Surely the Levites who wandered away from me when Israel went astray, and who strayed from me after their idols, will bear the consequences of their iniquity. Yet they will occupy my sanctuary, serving as guards at the temple gates and ministering at the temple. They will slaughter the burnt offerings and other sacrifices for the people and will stand before them to serve them. Because they ministered to the house of Israel before their idols and became a sinful stumbling block to them, therefore I swore an oath against them”—this is the declaration of the Lord God—“that they would bear the consequences of their iniquity. They must not approach me to serve me as priests or come near any of my holy things or the most holy things. They will bear their disgrace and the consequences of the detestable acts they committed. Yet I will make them responsible for the duties of the temple—for all its work and everything done in it.” (Ezekiel 44:10–14, CSB)

It is as though God is saying: I will not punish the people by withholding the ministry they need just because their shepherds have gone astray. By God’s grace, even unworthy ministers can preach His Word and serve as instruments of His grace.

The weapon of faith in Russia’s war on Ukraine

Wolf Paul, 2025-05-08

This article by Denys Gorenkov1 was published initially by The Baptist Standard. Reposted by permission.

Russia is waging a war of annihilation against Ukraine using every force and means at its disposal. Among those tools are the religious communities of the aggressor state.

And this doesn’t refer only to Russian Orthodox Patriarch Kirill (Gundyaev), Muslim leader Talgat Tadzhuddin and Jewish representative Aaron Gurevich. Small but tightly organized evangelical churches in Russia quickly mobilized their resources to support the imperial war effort.

Evangelicals in service of Russia

Evangelical leaders are counting not only on the approval of the authorities, but also on certain trophies, having replaced the message of Christ with the commandments of the “Z-religion.” “Z” is the symbol of Russia’s so-called “Special Military Operation.

Unlike the Russian Orthodox Church, which swiftly and centrally aligned its rhetoric and structures with the war machine, the evangelical churches were slower to adapt. Some leaders resisted; others left the country.

Yet three years into the full-scale invasion, Russian evangelicals have taken their place firmly in the ranks. Pastors publicly bless Putin and proclaim their support for the “Special Military Operation.”

Following the Buryat2 soldiers armed with rifles, the “missionaries” move in. On the ruins of Ukrainian houses of prayer, Russian “brothers” distribute humanitarian aid and sing praise songs.

Amid the rubble of Mariupol, Ukraine, Russian “missionary” Andrey Krysov recorded a video invitation to a missionary conference scheduled to take place in Yekaterinburg, Russia.

Krysov is listed as one of the speakers for the event. Alongside another “missiologist,” Pavel Puzanov, he will train Russian believers on how to carry out “missions on the liberated territories,” according to a since-deleted Telegram channel for the conference.

But the question of which God and which mission the Russian “Z-Christians” actually believe in won’t be raised at the Yekaterinburg conference—nor at any other conference, leadership summit or prayer breakfast across Russia.

Those who might ask such questions are imprisoned, exiled or eliminated. Those who remain are eager to snatch their slice of the cannibal’s feast.

Russian church leaders—Shatrov: bishop, deputy presiding bishop of the Russian Union of Evangelical Christians in the Northwestern Federal District; Dirinenko: bishop, deputy presiding bishop of the Russian Union of Evangelical Christians in the Central Federal District; Kolesnikov: chairman of the All-Union Fellowship of Evangelical Christians; and Karasyov: bishop of the All-Russian Fellowship of Evangelical Christians—proudly reported the growth of their congregations during a prayer breakfast3 in Washington, D.C., on Feb. 6, 2025: “Even under the difficult conditions of the Special Military Operation, our churches are multiplying,” according to some prayer breakfast participants.

And indeed, they are—just as they did after the occupations of Moldova, Georgia and Crimea.

Church growth strategy

The strategy is the same everywhere. First, security forces raid the homes and churches of local Christian leaders in occupied territories. Then come the bureaucrats, demanding the churches re-register under Russian law.

After them arrive emissaries from Russian Protestant church unions, offering a friendly deal: Join us, and you’ll gain official Russian registration. Those who refused were eliminated by the security services. Those who agreed now boost the statistics of Russian church growth.

The major instrument of these “mergers and acquisitions” is the Associated Russian Union of Christians of Evangelical Faith (ROSKhVE).

Early in the so-called “Special Military Operation,” ROSKhVE’s leader Sergey Ryakhovsky made the union’s stance4 crystal clear: “We are Russian citizens and patriots of our country.

Speaking at a meeting of the Council of Religious Leaders of the Russian Federation, where the issue of the “Special Military Operation” in Ukraine was discussed, Ryakhovsky stated5: “Today, we have no other way to defend the truth,” and added, “I am convinced that we are all moved by love.”

Russian evangelicals, of course, do not have the same influence as Moscow Orthodoxy, and compared to the “wolf” Kirill Gundyaev, their leaders appear more like “wolf cubs.” But the “wolf cubs” also want to profit from their support of the “Special Military Operation,” and therefore are ready to pray not only for Putin, but also to Putin.

During the years of war, the churches of the aggressor country have significantly “multiplied” thanks to the communities in the occupied territories.

Even their theology has shifted.

Change in theology

As early as 2014, right after the annexation of Crimea, some Russian Baptists6—descendants of the unbreakable Soviet-era confessional Christians—issued a thoroughly servile appeal to Putin, thanking him for “defending and strengthening spiritual and moral values.”

Today, Russian churches have changed beyond recognition. They no longer resemble the historic Protestant witness that once dared to stand for the truth and speak it to power.

The language of the church—a reflection of its thinking—has quickly absorbed the vocabulary of the state. Phrases like “liberating military actions” and “liberated territories” now roll off the tongue without a second thought.

Sergey Kireyev, a ROSKhVE leader7, proudly declared in a report titled Two Years of the SMO: The Contribution of Penza Protestants to Our Common Victory that “tremendous work has already been done—but even greater work lies ahead, both in Penza and in the new territories.”

Indeed, ROSKhVE and other Russian evangelicals still have a lot of work left to do. Their organizations are focused on the “newly liberated territories,” and their “missiologists” have devised a custom-built mission strategy—to settle and establish Ukrainian lands Russian troops have “cleansed.”

Persecution of Christians

The facts of Christian persecution for refusing to join the “Z-religion” are detailed in the report Faith Under Russian Terror8.

According to Pastor Mykhailo Brytsyn, a co-author of the report: “On the Ukrainian territories occupied between 2022 and 2024, Russia orchestrated a sweeping religious genocide: hundreds of religious communities were destroyed; clergy members, after being arrested and interrogated, were brutally deported or forced to flee their homes; church buildings were seized by the occupation authorities and repurposed for their needs.

In Melitopol alone, more than 15 church buildings—most of them Protestant—were taken over. Not a single one was returned to the religious communities, even after they underwent the so-called “re-registration under Russian law.”

It is under these conditions that Russian church leaders launch their “missionary activity”—a grotesque operation that resembles destroying a beautiful park just to plant a few little trees.

And while all this unfolds, Russian church leaders travel freely around the world, convincing Western audiences Russia is a land of religious freedom, Christian values and vibrant church growth.

American preacher Rick Renner, who relocated to Russia, openly praises the regime and provides it with powerful media support. People believe Renner, Ryakhovsky, Shatrov and Dirinenko—because those who could have challenged them are rotting in prison, lying in graves, or branded as radicals and untouchables.

The example of the Third Reich

None of this is new to the history of Christianity. The “German Christians” of the Third Reich behaved similarly. Their ideologues clearly understood their role in the “final solution to the Jewish question”—just as today’s Russian “missiologists” understand their role in their “mission to the liberated territories.”

The leaders of the Reich Church deceived American Christians in much the same way the leaders of the “Z-Church” do now. And they were believed.

In 1936, Oswald Smith from the People’s Church in Toronto—a respected missionary with a spotless evangelical reputation—visited Germany and returned singing Hitler’s praises. His glowing report was based on conversations with fellow evangelicals. Germany, Smith claimed, had “awakened.”

“German believers say they are satisfied with Hitler.” And this sentiment was widespread: “Every true Christian is for Hitler.” See footnote.

Silenced opposition

Today, there are Russian Christians who do not share the euphoria of leaders like Ryakhovsky or Kireyev—but their voices are silenced and go unheard.

All that remains is the loud singing at conferences and worship services, echoing the haunting image Erwin Lutzer describes in Hitler’s Cross, where German believers kept singing as the trains passed by:

“A railroad track ran behind our small church and each Sunday morning we could hear the whistle in the distance and then the wheels coming over the tracks. We became disturbed when we heard the cries coming from the train as it passed by. We realized that it was carrying Jews like cattle in the cars!

“Week after week the whistle would blow. We dreaded to hear the sound of those wheels because we knew that we would hear the cries of the Jews en route to a death camp. Their screams tormented us.

“We knew the time the train was coming and when we heard the whistle blow we began singing hymns. By the time the train came past our church we were singing at the top of our voices. If we heard screams, we sang more loudly and soon we heard them no more.”

Just as before, the participants of the upcoming “missionary conference” in Yekaterinburg, Russia, will sing “even louder”—before heading off to workshops on how to carry out missions “on the liberated territories.”

Will there be a faithful remnant?

Christianity in today’s Russia has morphed into “Z-Christianity”—a religion of assimilation and absorption, of conquest wrapped in praise choruses.

Will there be found among the Russian church the “seven thousand who have not bowed the knee to Baal” (1 Kings 19:18)? Only the Lord knows. Only he knows whether new leaders might yet rise from among Russian evangelicals—leaders able to resist, to discern his will and to remain faithful.

As for the rest—for the “Z-Christians” who have traded their witness for propaganda, who pray to empire and sing to silence the sound of suffering—the prophetic words of Longfellow toll like a bell:

Though the mills of God grind slowly, yet they grind exceeding small;
Though with patience He stands waiting, with exactness grinds He all.

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Source of quotes on Christians in Hitler’s Germany: Oswald J. Smith, “My Visit to Germany,” The Defender 11 (September 1936): 15. David A. Rausch, A Legacy of Hatred (Chicago: Moody, 1984), 101.

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  1. Denys Gorenkov is a minister of the New Life Evangelical Church in Kyiv, Ukraine, and a lecturer at the Military Chaplaincy Training Centre of the Military Institute of Taras Shevchenko National University of Kyiv. The views expressed in this opinion article are those of the author.
  2. The Buryats are a mongolian tribe
  3. https://irp.news/protestanty-iz-rf-na-molitvennyj-zavtrak-v-ssha-2025/
  4. https://tass.ru/obschestvo/14799195
  5. https://www.youtube.com/watch?app=desktop&v=4QYz8yCCvcw
  6. https://baptist.org.ru/news/main/view/obraschenie-k-prezidentu-rossii-34-sezd
  7. https://shaltnotkill.info/pastor-roshve-podgotovil-doklad-o-vklade-protestantov-v-svo/
  8. https://missioneurasia.org/wp-content/uploads/2025/01/2025-Mission-Eurasia-report-on-Ukraine-ENG.pdf

Red Stuff: Adventures in Trading Everything for Nothing

Wolf Paul, 2025-05-06

C. Michael Patton1, theologian and founder of Credo House, posted this article, and I found it so helpful in thinking about sin that I decided to re-post it here. I e-mailed Michael asking for permission but seem to be unable to get in touch with him, so I decided to assume his permission and post it anyway I can always take it down again should he object.

Red Stuff: The Adventure of Trading Everything for Nothing
Harmartiology for the Rest of Us

by C. Michael Patton

 

If someone were to ask me this in my normal everyday context — in my self-appointed role as Theology Czar — I would probably give them a machine-gun overview of sin from a doctrinal perspective. First, I might define it as “hamartiology.” (Yes, I might be doing this to impress them — which is not above me, even at 52.) But more than likely, I would want them to know the rich history Christian theology has with thinking deeply about sin.

Then I’d pull the trigger: personal sin, imputed sin, inherited sin, mortal sins vs. venial sins, sins of omission vs. sins of commission — and, for good measure, I’d drop in another fancy word with a lot of meaning: Saint Augustine’s concupiscence (you will have to look that one up).

That’s what comes to mind right now.

However, while these distinctions matter, they would likely only confuse the average person today. After all, in today’s world, the word sin isn’t just an old-fashioned term that makes you sound like a “fundy” (as it was in my day) — it’s almost a forgotten relic in time. It used to label someone as old-school, but now, it’s so seldom used that many people barely know what it means. They’ve probably heard it, but it’s as unfamiliar to them as the word “hamartiology.”

(Hamartiology, by the way, means “the study of sin,” from the Greek word ἁμαρτία (hamartía), meaning “sin.” There — I got my R.C. Sproul moment out of the way!)

Because of that, it’s usually best to start with the simplest and most practical definition:

Sin is missing the mark.

That is how I have always heard it defined. That is how my Greek seminary professor defined it. Think of it like shooting an arrow at a target, but missing the center. But in this case, it’s missing the mark of God’s hopes for His children whom He loves.

This definition is good — very good.

But honestly, I think there’s an even better way to frame it — a way that gets closer to God’s perspective. (Leave it to me to claim exclusive access to that!)

Here’s my definition:

Sin is a worthless choice.

Swallowing the Red Stuff

There is simply — in my mind — no more vivid illustration of this than the age-old story of Jacob and Esau. And yes, it really is age-old — but for most people you talk to today, it will probably be the first time they’ve ever heard the story. And that’s okay, because it’s unforgettable once you really see what’s happening. Plus, it’s hilarious in its own tragic way.

Characters: Two brothers — one cunning younger brother, Jacob, and one foolish older brother, Esau. As was the custom of the day, the older brother stood to inherit the family fortune, which in this case included a divine promise — a covenant blessing that would impact the whole world. This inheritance was called a birthright.

Setting: The day is assuming room temperature in the hills of Canaan (i.e., the day is dying). Jacob — the mama’s boy with soft hands and a knack for cooking (as one would expect) — is at home, stirring a pot of stew and stirring up a massive plot to trick his brother. He knows exactly what he’s doing, making sure the smell of his gourmet cooking fills the air.

Meanwhile, Esau, the rugged outdoorsman, comes busting through the door. He’s been out hunting all day (with no luck) — empty-handed, sweaty, starving, and half-convinced he’s about to die. He smells food. He sees Jacob stirring a pot of “red stuff,” as he calls it. And without thinking, he points at it and… well, let’s just read what happens next:

Genesis 25:29–34

When Jacob had cooked stew, Esau came in from the field and he was famished; and Esau said to Jacob, “Please let me have a swallow of that red stuff there, for I am famished.” (Therefore his name was called Edom.)
But Jacob said, “First sell me your birthright.”
Esau said, “Behold, I am about to die; so of what use then is the birthright to me?”
And Jacob said, “First swear to me”; so he swore to him, and sold his birthright to Jacob.
Then Jacob gave Esau bread and lentil stew; and he ate and drank, and rose and went on his way.
Thus Esau despised his birthright.

Esau trades the eternal for the immediate. He gives up the birthright — the inheritance, the blessing, the covenant promises of God — for something he can’t even properly name. He just calls it “that red stuff.” You know… “That stuff that’s red over there. Whatever it is. I don’t care. Just give it to me.”

This is exactly what sin is. It’s the best definition there is.

Because that’s what sin does. It lures us in. It convinces us we must have it — “or we will die.” It preys on our hunger, our weakness, our desperation. And in that moment, we ignore the worth of what we already have.

The trade always looks necessary. But afterward, the truth hits us: We exchanged everything for nothing.

Sin is a worthless choice. It is rejecting that which God has offered us — the potential that God sees in us — for something worthless.

A Father-Son Illustration

Let me give you a father-son illustration.

A father walks into his son’s room and finds him glued to a screen, locked into the latest game that everyone is playing. He calls to him:

“Hey, want to have a Bible study?” “No.”
“Want to go hiking with your friends?” “No.”
“Want to read a book?” “No.”
“Want to grab a bite to eat with me?” “No.”
“Want to work out, play basketball, go hunting or fishing, or just hang out with me for a little bit?” “No.”

Anything the father suggests — anything better, anything deeper, anything more meaningful — gets the same answer. The boy is locked in, eyes on the screen, oblivious to what he’s passing up.

And the father knows. He knows what his son is passing up. He knows what they could have shared. He knows the memories they could have built. He knows the laughter, the connection, the growth that was waiting right there.

It’s not rebellion. It’s not hatred. But it still stings.

Because when you love someone, you ache for the good things you know they’re missing.

And in that moment, I see something bigger — something deeper.

Because I believe that’s exactly how God sees us.

God created us for something great. He created us to share in His very self — to bear His image, to reflect His character, to participate in His mission. He made us for glory, not boredom; for communion, not escape; for joy, not distraction.

He made us to receive grace upon grace and to walk in the purpose He laid out before time began.

This is the time for some verses to drive this in:

“The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.” (John 10:10)

“You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.” (Psalm 16:11)

“He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?” (Romans 8:32)

He created us because He is abundant life. He knows what it offers, and He is excited about it — and can’t wait (relatively speaking for God!) to share it with His children. Just like a parent looks at their young infant and says, “I can’t wait to show you what is out there.” You don’t think of the worst stuff to share, but the best.

But every time we sin, we make a worthless choice. We throw that away. We walk right past it. We say, “No thanks.”

We take all that greatness — the eternal value, the calling, the glory He longs to share with us — and we trade it.

We trade it for something that feels easier, lighter, safer. We say, “I’d rather have this… this stuff… that happens to be red.”

And God, like a Father, watches with a grieving heart. Not because we’ve broken some abstract rule — but because we’ve rejected Him. We’ve walked away from what could have been.

My Own Red Stuff

Why did Esau make that trade? I would like to say I don’t get it — but I do. I’m as good as anyone (maybe better) at exchanging a birthright for anything red.

There was a season when God had clearly blessed my ministry. The Credo House was growing. The Credo House Coffee Shop — a dream I had prayed for and longed for — had finally become a reality.

I still remember sitting in seminary, in a church history class, thinking, “God, let me introduce everyone to this. Let me show them the treasures I’m discovering.” It felt like I had found gold buried in a field, and all I wanted to do was share it with the world. I had a direction. I had a calling. And for a while, the fruit was beginning to show.

But then life got heavy. It wasn’t just ministry struggles. It was deeper than that — harder than that. Family tragedies. A body that began to fail, especially my back. An overwhelming sense that everything was unraveling faster than I could fix it.

And that’s when I made a worthless choice.

I turned to pain pills.

At first, the pills were about the pain. My back hurt — bad. And the pills worked. But they didn’t just numb the pain in my body. They numbed the ache in my soul too. On the pills, life didn’t feel so heavy anymore. The pressure, the fear, the sadness — it all faded, even if just for a little while. For the first time in a long time, I could breathe.

It wasn’t just physical relief. It was emotional relief. Spiritual relief.

The pills whispered promises to me — quiet promises I didn’t even realize I was listening to:

  • “You’re okay now.”
  • “You can handle it.”
  • “You don’t have to feel all of that anymore.”

And for a while, I believed them.

I wasn’t chasing a high. I wasn’t trying to rebel against God. I was just tired. Tired of hurting. Tired of hoping. Tired of feeling like I was drowning while trying to serve.

The pills made it all feel manageable again — like survival was possible.

But it was survival without trust. Relief without restoration. A shortcut that led nowhere. They offered me peace. But it was peace without a foundation. Counterfeit peace — red stuff that looked good in the moment but left me emptier in the end.

I knew what God had laid out in front of me. I knew the birthright He had given — the calling, the mission, the purpose. But I traded it.

I traded it for red stuff. For survival over trust. For counterfeit comfort over real life.

And just like Esau, I learned the truth too late:

We exchanged everything for nothing.

“They exchanged the truth of God for a lie.” (Romans 1:25)

What’s Your Red Stuff: Everyone’s Got Their Own

I hate to introduce one more illustration, but I think this is one everybody can understand.

Sin isn’t just a worthless choice. It isn’t just “red stuff.” It’s also like spiritual impulse buying.

You know the feeling. You’re walking through the store. You see something you don’t need, something you didn’t plan for — but it calls to you. You put it in your cart anyway. Maybe it’s comfort. Maybe it’s convenience. Maybe it’s just the feeling that you deserve it. But deep down, you know it’s a bad decision. And sure enough, the second you buy it, the regret sets in.

Buyer’s remorse.

We all know what that feels like. And when we live according to our sin, it’s like living inside of buyer’s remorse — justifying it, pretending it was a good choice, even while deep down we know it wasn’t.

Sin promises comfort, but it delivers emptiness. It promises relief, but it leaves us with regret. It’s spiritual impulse buying at its worst.

We’ve all got it. Something in our cart we don’t need. Something we grabbed without thinking. It’s sitting there — making promises, taking up space, and dragging us away from the better things.

What is it for you?

  • A moment of lust when no one’s watching?
  • The scroll that never ends?
  • The shot that will make you forget?
  • The grudge you love to hang on to?
  • The dress that will make everyone love you?
  • The explosive outburst that relieves your anger?
  • The comfort you reach for instead of God?

We all have our “red stuff.” And here’s the truth: God knows. He sees it.

When the Red Stuff Turns to Hate

At the end of the narrative, it says these haunting words — words that are easily missed:

“Thus Esau despised his birthright.”

That’s what happens when we choose the red stuff often enough. When we keep trading what we were made for in exchange for what we were never meant for, we don’t just prefer the lesser thing. Eventually, we begin to — not just not prefer — but to hate the greater thing.

Let me repeat for emphasis: Not just avoid it. Not just say, “That’s not for me.” But absolutely despise it.

Why? Because guilt reshapes our hearts. When we know deep down that we’ve pawned something good — when we’ve numbed ourselves as citizens of the land of worthless choices — the only defense we have left is to turn against the good.

We see it in someone else’s cart, and we laugh. We see others walking in it, and we scoff. We see truth, and we flinch. We see beauty, and we vomit.

That’s what guilt does when it isn’t healed — it turns reverence into resentment.

God is Always Ready to Buy You Back: The Time is Now

Are you at that point?

Even if you are, God can still bring you back. Even if you’ve traded your birthright a million times, even if you’re covered in red stuff — the grace of God, through what Christ did for you on the cross, still stands.

Let me introduce you to my favorite Red Stuff verse in the Bible:

“He made Him who knew no sin to be sin on our behalf, so that we might become the righteousness of God in Him.” (2 Corinthians 5:21, NASB)

And now, if you’ll allow me a little creative license — here’s how I imagine it in the New Michael Standard Version (NMSV):

“He made Christ — who never bought any red stuff, who always chose what was right, who never traded the birthright — to take the red stuff that’s all over you and put it on Himself, so that it might be as if you never had any red stuff at all. And then, He put the birthright back in your cart.” (2 Corinthians 5:21, NMSV)

He hung on a cross to pay a steep price for your sin — for all your worthless choices. And His resurrection proves that the deal is sealed. Your Father stands ready, arms open, for you to trade it all back.

Just give it to Christ.

“In him we have bought back through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace.” (Ephesians 1:7)

“Return to me, for I have redeemed you.” (Isaiah 44:22)

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  1. C. Michael Patton is an American theologian, author, and educator dedicated to making Christian theology accessible to laypeople. He holds a Th.M. degree in New Testament Studies from Dallas Theological Seminary and a B.A. degree in Biblical Studies from the University of Biblical Studies and Seminary in Bethany, Oklahoma.
    Michael developed The Theology Program, a six-course systematic theology curriculum designed for church members, and established the Credo House of Theology, a unique coffee shop and event center in Edmond, Oklahoma, designed to foster theological discussions in a welcoming environment.

“Desiring the salvation of everyone—including my son’s murderer”

Wolf Paul, 2025-02-06

No, my son has not been murdered, but I was just very moved by the testimony of a father whose son was murdered.

On March 10, 2022, 23-year-old elementary school teacher Michael Echaniz was shot to death by 25-year-old Matthew Wiessing. Several months prior to the murder Wiessing’s girlfriend had terminated their relationship and was now dating Michael Echaniz. This so enraged Wiessing that he shot Michael in the head, not once, but three times.

Wiessing was arrested a little over a week later, after a family member of his noticed his strange behavior immediately after the murder and a 9mm handgun missing from the family home. On July 1, 2022 Wiessing was indicted by the grand jury and a month ago he was sentenced to 40 years in prison, of which he will serve at least 21 years.

After the sentencing Michael’s father John Echaniz addressed Wiessing at length, recounting his family’s and the community’s shock and pain over this brutal act of revenge, culminating with  quote from the gospel, that there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents, saying that he certainly does not want to stand in the way of “more joy in heaven,” that he forgives Matthew and prays that he will find God’s love in Jesus Christ.

The Echaniz family are Catholics, and while I cannot identify with their enthusiasm for praying of the rosary it is exceedingly clear to me that John Echaniz is a man of deep faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and a shining testament to the power of God’s love.

Here is the article by John Echaniz I came across today: https://www.catholicworldreport.com/2025/02/05/desiring-everyones-salvation-including-my-sons-murderer/, and below is the video of his address to his son’s murderer.

Here is Michael Echinaz with his parents at his college graduation, two years before his death:

The Intolerance of Political Orthodoxy

Wolf Paul, 2025-01-25

Vienna city councilor (ÖVP)  and devout Catholic Jan Ledóchowski 1 laments the fact that the “Right-Wing Extremism Report” 2 of the Documentation Archive of the Austrian Resistance (DÖW) equates terms like “right-wing extremist” and “right-wing Catholic” 3 and mentions him in this context, along with other politically active conservative Christians like Suha Dejmek 4 or Gudrun Kugler 5.

In my opinion, the DÖW, like many other public (state, semi-state, and private) institutions, simply reflects the “political orthodoxy” 6 of the zeitgeist, which does not tolerate opposition to its favored projects (such as abortion rights and the normalization of “alternative sexualities”). An integral part of this political orthodoxy is the premise that political positions stemming from religious beliefs (or religious beliefs not left at the door but leading to political action) are dangerous and potentially violate the separation of church and state, whether they are advocated democratically or pursued by force. For this reason, both conservative Christians and radical Islamists are labeled with the term “fundamentalists”7 used as a pejorative.

But none of this should surprise us, because around two thousand years ago, the Apostle Paul wrote to his disciple Timothy:

“Indeed, all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted,”
(2 Timothy 3:12, ESV)

Personally, I would not yet classify the intolerance of political orthodoxy toward religiously motivated beliefs in politics here in Austria (and in most “Western countries”8 as persecution 9, but it is a precursor that will sooner or later provide the pretext for the coming actual persecution.

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  1. Jan Ledóchowski is a lawyer, married, and father of five children. As the president of the Platform for Christian Democracy and Vienna city councilor, he advocates for Christian values in politics and for greater political engagement by Christians in Austria.

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  2. The Right-Wing Extremism Report (Rechtsextremismusbericht) serves to observe and document right-wing extremist structures and includes:

    • Right-wing extremist groups and parties: such as neo-Nazis, fraternities, or the Identitarian movement.
    • Ideological focuses: racism, anti-Semitism, homophobia, nationalism.
    • Crimes: statistics of right-wing extremist offenses (e.g., vandalism, violence, propaganda).
    • Right-wing terrorism and networks: monitoring international connections and potential threats.
    • Internet and social media: the growing role of online platforms in radicalization.

    Until 2001, the report was regularly published by the Federal Office for the Protection of the Constitution and Counterterrorism (BVT). Since then, it has been managed by the Documentation Archive of the Austrian Resistance (DÖW).

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  3. It is not easy to define these two terms in a way that no one feels discriminated against. The Wikipedia articles on right-wing extremism  provides a good starting point, but (unsurprisingly) it isvery biased. Right-wing Catholicism as a term overlaps with the Christian Right but in its usage in Germany and Austria is more pejorative.

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  4. Suha Dejmek is a business consultant, evangelical Christian, and ÖVP district councilor in Vienna-Liesing.

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  5. Gudrun Kugler is a Roman Catholic theologian and lawyer as well as a member of Austria’s parliament representing the ÖVP.

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  6. “Political orthodoxy” refers to the sum of political and ideological positions and beliefs considered “socially acceptable” in a society; dissenting opinions are stigmatized.

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  7. The term fundamentalism originally emerged in the early 20th century in American Protestantism to signify a return to the fundamental tenets of Christianity. Over time, the term became neutral and then negative, used to describe a dogmatic and uncompromising attitude. It was eventually applied to movements in other religions, such as Islamism, Orthodox Judaism, or Hindu nationalism, and now even to secular ideological movements that take an uncompromising stance.

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  8. “Western countries” typically refer to nations that share cultural, political, and historical ties to Western Europe and its global influence. These countries are often characterized by:

    1. Geography:

      • Western Europe (e.g., Germany, France, the UK).
      • Countries with cultural roots in Europe, like the United States, Canada, Australia, and New Zealand.
    2. Political Systems:

      • Democracies with systems emphasizing individual rights, rule of law, and separation of powers.
    3. Economic Characteristics:

      • Market-oriented economies with advanced infrastructure and industries.
    4. Cultural and Religious Foundations:

      • Historically influenced by Greco-Roman traditions, Christianity, and Enlightenment ideals.
    5. Global Context:

      • Often contrasted with “Eastern countries” or “Global South,” including regions influenced by different traditions, such as Asia, the Middle East, or Africa.

    While the term is widely used, its definition can vary depending on the context, sometimes encompassing cultural, economic, or political factors rather than strictly geographic ones.

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  9. The European Union defines religious or ideological persecution as follows:

    1. Persecution, as defined in Article 1A of the Geneva Refugee Convention, includes actions that:

      • Due to their nature or repetition, are so severe that they constitute a serious violation of fundamental human rights, particularly those rights from which no derogation is permitted under Article 15(2) of the European Convention on Human Rights, or
      • Consist of a cumulative series of measures, including human rights violations, which are so severe that they affect a person in a similar manner as described in (a).
    2. Acts considered persecution include:

      • Physical or psychological violence, including sexual violence,
      • Discriminatory legal, administrative, police, and/or judicial measures, or their discriminatory application,
      • Disproportionate or discriminatory prosecution or punishment,
      • Denial of judicial protection, resulting in disproportionate or discriminatory punishment,
      • Prosecution or punishment for refusing military service in a conflict involving crimes or acts covered by Article 12(2)’s exclusion clauses,
      • Acts based on gender or directed against children.
    3. There must be a connection between the grounds in Article 10 and the acts defined as persecution in paragraph 1.

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Sounds Like Reign: Some Music for Christ the King Sunday

Wolf Paul, 2024-11-22

Multi-instrumentalist Brackin Kirkland together with his lovely wife Lindsay and their seven children (six boys and one girl) are a homeschooling, musically gifted Christian family who live in North Carolina and have been vlogging on YouTube since 2015. On “Sounds Like Reign” they present music videos to go with their albums (ten so far), and on “Tiny Notes from Home” until recently they shared the life of their family and also interviewed other families.

Sounds Like Reign’s music can also be found on Facebook and Spotify. On their web page all albums can be downloaded for free.

Two years ago they released an album “King Jesus” and I thought this would make suitable listening to accompany the Feast of Christ the King which many liturgical churches celebrate on the last Sunday of the church year, i.e this upcoming Sunday, November 24, 2024.

Crown Him With Many Crowns /
All Hail King Jesus

Humble King

Build My Life

Behold Our God

Before The Throne Of God Above

Is He Worthy

King Jesus — Complete Album

Here are Links to their other album playlists on Youtube:

Album: Arise, My Soul

Album: Shepherd Songs

Album: Silo Sessions

Album: Her Heart Sings

Album: Her Heart Sings, Vol. 2

Album: Little Pilgrim Songs

Album: Endless Praise

Album: Joy Comes

Album: Living Room Sessions

How Realistic Are Amish Romances?

Wolf Paul, 2024-10-25

In my constant search for “clean” reading material to keep me from getting bored in my bedridden state at some point I came across the genre of “Amish romances”. They present life in an Amish community as an idyllic, God-fearing life with a quaint language (Pennsylvania Dutch), marred only by the occasional natural disaster, buggy accident, the quandary of who to court and get married to, and the occasional tension with the “Englische” (the surrounding non-Amish).

On the face of it, that certainly is attractive to me, an Evangelical Christian with some ties to the Anabaptist tradition and a fascination with language, but it very quickly struck me as “too good to be true”.

Not only does wider reading reveal that in many Amish communities and for many Amish people the focus is on tradition and strict conformity to the “Ordnung” (the community’s rule book) rather than on personal faith and discipleship, but of course the Amish, like everyone else, are all sinners, and all manner of sin exist in their communities including jealousy, adultery, failed marriages, dictatorial leadership, domestic abuse and violence, etc., which sometimes even make secular news headlines.

And, as a recent search for “Amish” in Amazon revealed, there is not just the genre of “Amish romances” but also a plethora of books with titles like “Hex and Spellwork: The Magical Practices of the Pennsylvania Dutch“, “Folk Religion of the Pennsylvania Dutch: Witchcraft, Faith Healing and Related Practices”, “Der Volksfreund: Hex Signs, Folktales, and Witchcraft of the Pennsylvania Dutch”, etc. — most by authors with clearly Amish names.

This brings home to me the fact that we should not idealize or idolize any group of humans, for “all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.

Likewise, we should not idealize any past era, because, again, people have always “sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.”

And everytime we put a man or woman, or a group of people, on a pedestal, they will sooner or later fall off that pedestal and fail to meet our expectations.

Nevertheless, I shall continue to enjoy them, as a welcome counterpoint to the real world with all of its conflicts, division, and violence.

Donald Trump now champions “reproductive rights”

Wolf Paul, 2024-08-28

Peter Wehner, senior fellow at the Trinity Forum and a former Republican speechwriter points out some inconvenient facts and asks disturbing questions, but I doubt somehow that this will sway many of Trump’s followers.

If I were an American I could not in good conscience vote for either Trump or Harris come November, and in the absence of a credible and viable third party candidate would simply not vote, but I don’t really have a problem with those who would vote for either one of the candidates as the lesser of two evils–that is a legitimate prudential judgement.

My issue is, rather, with those of my fellow evangelicals (and Christians of other traditions) who voted for Donald Trump in 2016 and/or 2020 because they consider abortion the most significant of all issues, and did so while holding their noses with respect to Trump’s character, and who now, in the wake of January 6 and when Trump has had the Pro Life plank removed from the GOP platform and repeatedly expressed his support for “reproductive rights” and greater abortion access are still Trump loyalists defending their champion and their support for him. Unfortunately this group includes many prominent evangelical leaders (such as Al Mohler, Franklin Graham, Tony Perkins, Robert Jeffress, Michael Brown, and many others) as well as most of my American evangelical friends.

Here are the two, in my opinion most important paragraphs from Wehner’s article:

Now ask yourself this: How could an evangelical who claims to be passionately pro-life vote for a presidential candidate who now promises that his administration will “be great for women and their reproductive rights”? Especially when that person has cheated on his wives and on his taxes, paid hush money to porn stars, and been found liable of sexual assault?

And how can those who profess to be followers of Jesus cast a ballot for this candidate, once the excuse of casting a pro-life vote is gone? For a convicted felon and a pathological liar, a man who has peddled racist conspiracy theories, cozied up to the world’s worst dictators, blackmailed an American ally, invited a hostile foreign power to interfere in American elections, defamed POWs and the war dead, mocked people with handicaps, and encouraged political violence? How can they continue to stand in solidarity with a person who has threatened prosecutors, judges, and the families of judges; who attempted to overthrow an election; who assembled a violent mob and directed it to march on the Capitol; and who encouraged the mob to hang his vice president?

I feel an immense sadness for this once great country which in many important areas increasingly looks like a third world nation and which out of a population of 335 million could not find two suitable candidates for the nation’s, if not the world’s, most important office. Unfortunately neither of the current candidates will make America great again.

And I feel an even greater sadness for that segment of the American church which seems to have lost its moral compass.

 

Clerical Abuse is not just a Catholic Problem

Wolf Paul, 2024-08-11

A number of years ago, at the height of the Roman Catholic clerical abuse scandal first in the US and then also in Europe (Ireland, Austria, etc) there was quite a bit of tut-tuting among some of us Evangelicals, combined with finger-pointing at the celibacy requirement for Catholic clergy.

In 2017 prominent Evangelical apologist Ravi Zacharias was shown to be a sexual abuser and in 2022 the clerical abuse and lack of safeguarding scandal errupted in the Southern Baptist Convention.

In the past couple of years “The Roys Report” has reported almost weekly about clerical abuse cases (both sexual and other) across the entire Evangelical spectrum in the US1, from small country churches to megachurches, from charismatic to non-charismatic churches and ministries. Most of these, of course, involved married abusers.

And just like the Catholic leadership twenty years ago, many Evangelical leaders who were tasked with the oversight of these abusive pastors and youth ministers seemed more concerned with reputational and financial damage control than with justice for and pastoral care of the victims.

It’s time we stopped the finger pointing and started praying for a cleansing in the entire Body of Christ, of whatever tradition. Abuse victims don’t care in the slightest whether their abuser professes belief in the “Solas” or in transsubstantiation, or what he thinks of the pope, whether he speaks in tongues or not. The damage is the same, and in all these cases it is the name of Christ that’s being dragged through the mud.

(BTW I am not raising this under some illusion of my own sinlessness or holiness, but I confess that I am utterly unable to fathom how one could commit such acts and then stand up at the front of the church and preach the gospel or handle the communion elements.)

 

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  1. I believe that if we hear less of this in Europe the reasons are sociological rather than the greater holiness of European churches[]

Pastoring with a millstone around the neck?

Wolf Paul, 2024-07-16

It has become an almost weekly occurrence: Another long-time pastor of an evangelical church has been arrested in the US on child sex abuse charges.
 
I don’t want to speculate on whether this is a peculiarly American problem; I suspect not, as we’ve had the massive R.C. clergy child abuse scandal 1 over here a few years ago. If we hear less of such scandals in the evangelical camp over here it probably is for sociological reasons such as the comparative size of the movement and its minority status in most of Europe, not because the European church is holier than the American church.
 
Nor do I want to point the finger at these men; we all have our temptations and if mine are not as abhorrent as theirs it is purely by the grace of God.
 
But I want to comment on something I cannot get my head around, not in a judgmental way but because I am mystified by it.
 
If I had even once committed, and especially if I were continuously committing, such acts I could not stand in front of the church on Sunday morning, preach the Gospel, and lead the congregation in worship. I would consider myself disqualified, constantly aware of and pulled down by the millstone hanging around my neck that Jesus talks about (Matthew 18:6)2. In fact, I have always considered myself disqualified from preaching and been reluctant to lead worship because of my own struggles with humanly speaking minor and more socially acceptable temptations and my failures to resist them.
 
In 1 Timothy 4:1-2 Paul talks about “hypocritical liars, whose consciences have been seared as with a hot iron,” and perhaps that explains it.  And everyone of us whose conscience has not been seared, or at least not to that extent, should thank God for His gracious preservation.
 
There is a quote attributed to the English Reformer and martyr John Bradford who lived in the 16th century. While watching criminals being led to their execution Bradford is said to have exclaimed, “There but for the grace of God go I!”
 
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  1. This rash of abusive pastors should also give pause to those who blame the R.C. scandal on the celibacy requirement for Roman Catholic clergy — all these evangelical pastors are married.[]
  2. The passage talks about giving offense to children, and the most recent case I was referring to is about child abuse, but I do not want to in any way imply that the abuse of adolescents or adults is any less abhorrent[]